So…, this is a wrap up about my base situation (just for context) and how I will overcome it. There will be posts in this site, and there will be YouTube videos as well. I’m really pushing myself out of my comfort zone here. Since this is just a wrap-up, we’ll touch on many topics, but they’ll be broken down later.
Site and Channel purpose
The site and the channel have multiple purposes. For example…
- to motivate others, that this can be achieved
- to be authentic about, how it can be achieved. Right now, I’m starting from ZERO, but I’m going to be a HERO.
- to push myself out of my comfort zone (more on why this is important later). For now, let’s just say I not only hate being in front of a camera, but I really hate the idea of being on YouTube. That’s why I’m writing this post first before recording the video. (I hope the first video will be the worst…)
- this will be a site and channel documenting the entire journey
- it’s also motivation for myself to stay committed and take things step by step
- and who knows, how this will end…
Starting point
So, where am I starting? Right in the middle. I have ~110k in debt, no hosue, no car, no other assets. Yeah, I f*cked up some businesses. I have a full time job (and I mean full time, working 12 hours most of the days, with weekends off). I live in a rented apartment. To be honest, I don’t have much money (literally ZERO savings), and inflation hasn’t helped. I have been in this situation for three years now, but I can smoothly add 2 years for this, and say that I just have been floating in the past 5 years. Not only have I not gotten closer to my goals, but I’ve actually been sinking deeper.
I have been working all the time, so I’m not lazy as f*ck…, but with zero effort and zero plans how to get closer to my goals. After work, I was always tired and just wanted to watch some movies or zone out. But I needed to realise that this is not really working. But I’ve realized that this isn’t working. I don’t feel good living like this. If I don’t change something, nothing will ever change.
So now I’m rewiring my brain, and doing some „crazy” stuffs.